Why Can't We Just Be?

It really hurts to know you like someone else.

But looking back at what we have shared, it feels like we just belong in each other's arms. It feels like we are two puzzle pieces that are exclusively fit for one another.

It hurts me to see you happy with her.

But if you're happy, I can just be happy too.

If friends are all we ever could be, then let it be.

But why can't we just be?

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Yes, It's Me Missing You

I miss the laughter.

I miss the talks.

I miss the movies.

I miss the breakfasts.

I miss the lunches.

I miss the dinners.

I miss the ice creams.

I miss the dumplings.

I miss the goofiness.

I miss the crazy stuff.

I miss the nights.

I miss the silence.

I miss the walks.

I miss the way you hold my hand.

I miss the comfort.

I miss the way I sleep on your chest.

I miss the way you talk.

I miss the way you sing to me.

I miss the hugs.

I miss the way you kiss me.

I miss you.

Period.

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My Perfect Guy

No word counts for now. :P

I once stated "There's no such thing as a perfect combination. Everything automatically becomes perfect with you." I know it sounds cheesy, but yeah, it's true.

Before I had a list of things to look for in guy. So, what do I want?

*responsible

*handsome

*tall

*has fair complexion

*smart

*intelligent

*caring

*thoughtful

*sweet :3

*understanding

*musically inclined

*animal lover

*mature and childish at the same time

*will never leave me alone

*will love my parents, and my dogs :)

Now? I don't care if what he's got is on the list or not. He's:

*smart

*intelligent

*childish

*mature

*childish = playful

*responsible

*lovable

*cute

*sweet :)

*co-music guild member

*and a lot of other things I won't dig deep into.

Funny. They say opposites attract. But us? We have a lot in common, and we rock. :) I can say that one of the things that make us jive is our maturity levels. When he becomes childish, I become mature, and vice versa. We love the same things. One of the few differences we have is our height. It matters a lot to me before, but now, I'm like "So what?"

All I care about is him and what we have now. :) I love him as he is. Maybe it's true that when you find the one you love, the list of standards will not matter anymore. He's an exception. He's the man I love. He's the man I want to spend my forever with. :)

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Miss Understanding

It’s over! Everything’s over!

He doesn’t deserve me. He just won’t give a damn! He’s too busy to care. He can’t even spend just one minute to send me a message… It’s over!

Wait.

1 message received. (4 hours ago)

Babe, I love you.

Oops. I overreacted. “Miss Understanding” misunderstood.

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Unreciprocated

I feel unappreciated. I feel worthless. I feel like you are drifting away.

You know I want to be with you every single moment. You know I care about you a lot. You know I just want to make you feel special.

You know everything, but you just won’t care.

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Confusion

Notes in hand, I close my eyes and imagine us.

I keep thinking of the words to tell you I am already falling in love with you, or if I should tell it at all. I'm afraid you won't feel the same way too. I'm afraid you've already lost what you've been feeling for me before. Should I set your small spark of a feeling ablaze?

Is it worth the risk? Is it worth my pride?

All I can do now is picture myself spending my lifetime with you. And I want to dwell with the idea that you might be thinking of the same thing too...

This fantasy has got to stop. I need to tell you.

Counting the days until I see you again, I have to clear up my mind and ask myself if what I'm feeling now is already enough to match the thing called love.

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Blur

I glimpse a sea of tail lights. Everything’s a blur, all I think about is you.

When will this road cease to stretch? When will the complications fade away?

Our favorite song’s playing on the radio. All I can wish for is to have you here beside me, right now. Everything we did together flashed like a movie.

I’m going to the place where I met you, hoping every feeling I have now will vanish. All I long for is to be in your arms again.

As I step down the car, I see a familiar shadow. I see you.

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